why do we do it?

life is a matter of living on the edge,
and enjoying it while you can.
that doesn't mean drugs or alcohol,
that means living for your friends,
and family,
and loved ones around you.
The ones that mean the world to you should be appreciated.
we need to let them know,
every minute,
of everyday.
They need to know that we need them,
just as much as they need us.
No matter what.
We go through some hard times,
but we carry on.
We continue as though nothing happened,
or atleast we should.
Things happen,
people change,
and people go in and out of our lives but,
they always remain a part of our hearts.
No matter what we may say...


I LOVE YOU ALL,
no matter what happens.

stupid girl....

why do i do this to myself?
i always get screwed over.
or i fuck things up...
why does he even bother,
he's everything i ever wanted..
and everything i need.
but i just can't keep it together.
i ruin everything.
why am i such a stupid girl...


i'll always be that stupid girl,
that falls in love,
then ends up getting broken in the end..
and it'll ALWAYS be MY fault...


Why am I so stupid..?