embracing the title

Enough of this greaving,

this pitty amoungst us.

Our lives go on for reasons we will all soon understand.

You may feel that you aren't welcome here,

Or that there isn't a reason that your here,

But, You're wrong.

Everyone has their reason for being.

And Thats Why we were made.

To fulfill destiny for ourselves,

And Help others do the same.

Right about now.

I'm feeling that Greaving Pitty that is among us all,

and i know What the truth is...

But i'm slowing believing the lie.

Because having to feel the shame of not being able to stand up for yourself,

against your own family.

It really has the ability to bring you down.

One peg on the ladder at a time.

But keeping my chin up is the best i can do for now.

Becasue the only Father i have,

is not the father i used to know.

I'm done with his lies,

and hurtful excuses.

I don't care anymore.

But i will press on.

And always rememeber that i do have a place on this earth,

even though i may not fully understand that yet.

When you love...

When you love someone, when you truely love someone, that person becomes a part of you. They're your life, your everything. They change you and inspire you in so many different ways that are indescibeable. Loving someone with all you have is letting go of fear, it is growing up. Because when you love someone Whole-Heartedly, you let go of yourself. To live, is to love. You can't let go of someone you truely care about, because no matter what happens, weather you are together or not, they will be in your heart...always.

life...

is just so wonderfull.

my bestfriend got her lip pierced.


i'm friends with the people i was fightin with for the longest time.

I'm just overall happy with life.

My birthday is coming up.
Its the 26th of January.
I'm gonna be 15.
Wha-Wha-Wha-What.!! :)


Well, i know i haven't posted a blog in a while,
so i decided i would.
And let you know whats been going on. :)

i'll try and keep more in touch. :)

so fer now.............

You are the definition of love. i smile when i think about you. i worry aboutt you even if there isn't anything to worry about. You always manage to take my breath away. Every second i'm without you i'm a mess. You give me the greatest butterflies i've ever felt. your the best thing thats happened to me. you mean the god damn world to me. Everything revolves around you. Yerr all i think about. I don't know what i'd do without you. yer soo good to me and you treat me like an angel. you keep me safe and take the best care of me. yer voice is honey smooth. yer hair is thick but gorgeous. yer eyes can start wars. yer heart beat plays my favorite song. yer smile makes my heart melt. you make a giant smile spread across my face. I couldn't ask for a more loving person to know. i could spend every waking and sleeping moment with you. yer the one that can't be replaced. your my knight in shinning armour. the one that saved this heartbroken girl. the one that turned my dreams into reality. the one that keeps my heart beating. the one that keeps my lungs going. I'll never leave. You mean so much to me.