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My friends are my life,
and i couldn't live without them.
They keep me safe,
they keep me sane,
they keep me from becoming what would destroy me,
my inner core rests in their hands,
my outer core rests in mine,
I contain heat like the sun but they cool me down,
incredible i know,
ingenious as life truly is,
my friends are my LIFE!

wow

I Train my eyes to concentrate on negativity,

Positive emotions never come easy.

Taking my life one simple step at a time,

Destroys how i see everything,

Great or UN-great.

i take my time thinking thoroughly,

and waiting for the right things to say without harsh penetration of heart and mind.

Taking great leaps into despair i demand a better life than those less fortunate.

Taking notes on how to be great and UN-suppressed in life's great battle to defeat those who make you feel powerless and UN-worthy of greatness,

We take away their ability to turn us into nothingness.

We abide by the rules our rightful owner has given us,

And upon our creation we defy those rules and,

WE are created.

idk

sometimes I feel like there are burdens peaking over your shoulderwhen you feel you have it all, you don't have shit lately, I have felt betrayed and for this..I have felt not worthy and now I'm fading away slowly and growing distant from everyone and everything!

i can't stop this...

why do i always feel this way,Its an on going feeling that never goes away.My heart skips beats and my breaths go short,I can't stand this feeling anymore.I don't know what to do.I'm worthless and affraid...or at least i feel that way.I can' live like this anymore..This ongoing sadness just keeps bringing me down.i'm never totally happy... not completely.i'm sad alot and i walk around with a fake smile on.i hide my feelings with fake facial emotions and lies about how i feel at the moment.I can't stand feeling this way much longer.Please help me figure out why i can't put a true smile on my face....And make it through the day with out a lie of my true feelings... ):

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i need to see a smile,
i need to see someone with a heart,
I need to see someone caring for someone,
I need to be lifted up,
Before its too late...i'm falling faster and faster everyday.

I can't take much more of this unsettling pain,
This non-stop stomach ache.

Someone show me that time does heal.

And life does go on, so i must live it out.

I really can't see much good in life right now.

I look for god but for some reason he's no where to be found,
Please save me....I need help....
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