Friday, November 21, 2008

reporting from business tech...

Haaa,
With jesserssss
:)
shes my big seester.
gotta love errr
she's my big 16 year old noww.
:)
blah blah blah,
This school sucks.
i wanna go see chase.
I'll see him soon enoughh so what ever.! :)
i love you guys.
i love you jessers.

ughhhh

I'm finally happy again,
even though when i see you my heart falls into my stomach.
You both make me sick.
You and her.
ugh.
Disgusting sight.
But its okay.
becuase i've moved on.
its all about me and him now.
He's the one that makes me happy now.
I don't need you anymore.
i'm better off without you.
i can handle myself.
With 'er without you.
But, i have him, so i don't need you.!
:)

Friday, November 14, 2008

shittttttt

fuck this,
were over i'm fucking sad as hell but o well.
i'll get over it,
The pain can only last so long.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

fuck

i'm so tired of this shit.
i'm so tired of not seeing him lately.
all this is bullshit.
i didn't get to see him all week and now he's fucking sick.
WTF.!
plus he told me that he promised we'd hang out today and whta happens,
he gets sick and we don't.
'fuck this god damn shit.
i'm so fucking tireddd of it all.
i love you.
just quit doing this.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

hhahahah me n beau

Love Compatibility of Aquarius with Taurus
Although you pride yourself on being open, you resist change just as much as your stubborn Taurus partner. The difference is, you're also likely to change your mind at the drop of a hat, while Taurus refuses to give in or give up -- ever. Once your Bull lets you into his or her heart - something that doesn't happen easily - it becomes impossible to let you go

omg.. lol.

Love Compatibility of Taurus with Aquarius
If there's one thing a Bull hates, it's having your senses rattled by uncertainty. You like to know where you stand. You need to know. Unfortunately, the eccentric ways and strange ideas of an Aquarius won't give you the security you crave. On the bright side, it's possible for you to be a soothing, grounding influence on airy Aquarius. Since you're both fixed signs, you're both set in your ways. This can cause a problem when you argue -- your stubbornness is no match for Aquarian's know-it-all attitude. See, your partner actually does know everything
Jess,
i love you soo much.
yer my bestfriend.
i miss you bunchesss.
i know yer gonna read this and i'm glad you will.
we need to have a girls night again.
we haven't had one in a longgg time.
ily.
and we'll get together and party soon.
:)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

ugh

i hate those retarded people who don't take me seriously.

the people who hit me when i'm down.

The people who don't fucking care.

the people that start the bullshit i try to avoid.

The people that kill me inside with harsh words and unkind actions
the people that have no lives so they steal others.

the people that can't stand the though that someone is happier than them.

the people who take advantage of me love.

The people who don't return my love.

The people who can't see the true pain feel EVERY day.

the people who can't see the sadness that hallows out my heart.

the people who take things way to far.

The people who pick apart my only hope of every being truely happy.


...can't those people just fucking leave me alone...
Or is that too much to ask.
?

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

pre-written

is this what they call
butterflies
my heads in the
clouds and my hearts in the sky,
and i want her to land so we can
catch a train and fade away into
the night arrive today she’ll be
gone next week i’ll hold her
hand, thats if she’ll let me he
looked into her eyes and saw
their fate pre-written no-one can
stop them now no-one can make
them listen i like you is what
he said and i like you too is
what she said back i want you is
what he said as she kissed his
lips and pushed his head
back without you, i’d be empty i
love you your the best thing that
i could ever wish for and now
your mine and i am yours.

Jessosaurus Rex

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This girl is my best friend.
She came to my school from maryland
And shes been my friend ever since.
i was the first one that she clicked with.
She came into my class and saw me spinnin in my rolly chair,
she was totally thinking "what a nerd",
but she still came in a sat down right in the chair next to mine.
:)
We talked each day,
And told eachother stories of our past.
We always have a good time when were together.
Shes my girl.
We have eachothers backs.
And we both know that.
i love her with all my heart/
Shes the girl i look foreward to seeing at school each day.
She's also the girl that if she got sick,
I would skip school just to go take care of her.
:D
Shes is the person that i care alot about.
We NEVER fight,
We get along so well.
We're like family to eachother.
And believe me that will never change.
If by any chance she has to move away,
i'll always remember her.
i'll never ever forget her.
i love you jessica lynn.! >.<

okahhahhyyy.

So baby keep my heart beat b'beat beat beating.
She's the soul reason I keep believing, that were goingTo die like this you know, oh oh oh.
Hey hey, beautiful the sunshine shines oh oh so bright, alright.
Lay back I'll spend the night just staring at you.
For every grain of sand, that you drew me pictures in.
Yeah there was one for every time that my heart dropped again.
Close your eyes don't say a word. your way to beautiful you heard.
The way the way my heart keeps beat b'beat beat beating
Hold your head high heavy heart.
So take a chance and make it big, 'Cause it’s the last you’ll ever get.
If we don’t take it, when will we make it?
I make plans to break plans,
And I’ve been planning something big, planning something big, planning.
Cross my heart, hope to die
I swear i won't say what happened that night.
So starting today things are gonna be all right
Your best you tried, and yeah you did fine
No better than fine, perfect in my mind
In fact, i wish your heart was mine
And i can hear the memory in my ears
Back to the years and all those tears
But hear me when i say im glad that we steered that way
'cause now we're here